Saturday, June 13, 2009

You Cannot Just Let Me Sit Here An Boil To Death Today...ANY SUPPORT OR HELP OUT THERE FOR ZUMA DOGG TODAY OR DO I JUST SINK ON THE STREET ALL ALONE?

It's Saturday morning and I look back on my most intense week of activism ever, I am so tired and in so much pain, I really don't know what I am going to do at this point. It really makes me bitter than I am in such hunger and pain, right now. My eyes burn. I just don't know how other people do things, I guess. After all the people I met and know me and all of it...I stand alone on the street too tired and sluggish to move. I am telling you people, you can ask some people who have know me for the past three years, and ask them how I have been this week. But it all looks good on camera and on the blogs. I know that I care about other people much more than they care about me. Because you have been reading my blog all this time, but all I ever hear is futuristic bullshit. IF YOU ARE ONE OF THE MULTITUDES OF ZUMA DOGG OBSERVERS WHO HAVE TRIED TO GIVE ZUMA DOGG HOPE BY MENTIONING WHAT YOU ARE TRYING TO DO FOR ME SOMEDAY, MAYBE IN THE FUTURE...PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND RESIST THE URGE.

As I sit here on Friday and all them all up, I get close to death. WHY DO YOU PEOPLE...THE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS BLOG...WHO KNOW I HAVE BEEN REQUESTING TO NOT PUT FUTURISTIC BULLSHIT IN FRONT OF ME...

THAT'S ALL I FUCKING HEARD THIS WEEK...WANT ME TO LIST IT ALL OFF...

I HAVE THE MOST OPTIMISTIC FUTURE OF ANY HUMAN BEING ON THE PLANET IF YOU LISTENED TO ALL THE BULLSHIT THAT I AM GOING TO BE DOING SOON.

IF I AM TALKING TO YOU, FIRST OF ALL, DO NOT MAKE THE MISTAKE OF EVER ASKING ME HOW I AM DOING...

I AM ALWAYS DOING THE SAME...BROKE AND HUNGRY.

I HAVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE ABOUT THINGS RELATING TO MY RESEARCH AND ACTIVISM...

BUT PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME HOW I AM DOING UNLESS YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH...

AND DO NOT EVER FUCKING TELL ME YOU PLAN TO USE ME FOR SOME BULLSHIT IN THE FUTURE.

HERE'S THE DEAL...TO EACH AND EVERY PERSON WHO TOLD ZD THEY HAVE AN IDEA, OR ARE THINKING OF SOMETHING, AND ARE TYRING TO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT...


HERE'S THE ANSWER: "NO! That is NO, I do not want to be involved in whatever it is you have in mind for Zuma Dogg. If you offer me something, I will give you a "no" and reject you. Please do not mention your idea to me. I will not do it and please do not ask. I HOPE I MADE THAT PERFECTLY CLEAR."

GOOD, now my whole day won't be filled up with a bunch of people who want to make themselves feel good at the moment.

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