Please stop sending me emails saying you PayPal'd me twice today, so PayPal must not work. YES, IT DOES...YOU, JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE PAYPAL. SO ISN'T IT FUCKING GREAT THAT THE ONLY PERSON IN THE CITY WILLING TO PAYPAL ME TO SAVE MY LIFE, DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO USE PAYPAL, BUT EVERYONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO USE IT FINE, DOESN'T HAVE THE DESIRE.
FUCKING GREAT!!! EVERYONE THAT KNOWS HOW TO USE PAYPAL, IS LETTING ME STARVE TO DEATH AND LET MY ACTIVISM AND ENTERTAINMENT JUST SLIDE AWAY...AND THE ONLY PERSON WHO WANTS TO PAYPAL CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT.
A LOSE-LOSE FOR EVERYONE, AND I'M BACK TO USING THIS BLOG FOR NOTHING OTHER THAN EMERGENCY S.O.S. MESSAGES OVER THE FOOD IT TAKES TO KEEP ME FUNCTIONAL.
CITY HALL WINS!
BOTTOM LINE: Please stop contacting me saying how you have PayPal'd me twice today and blame it on PayPal. How about you just don't say anything. Cause you can keep telling me how many times you sent it...the only thing that matters is when it comes through on my end. And if you sent it twice, and it didn't go through either time, you don't know how to use PayPal and PLEASE STOP TELLING ME HOW MANY TIMES YOU TRIED TO SEND IT. (AND AGAIN, of course everyone who can use PayPal just FINE, is too greedy. AND I KNOW WHO YOU ARE! But you will still bombard me with your emails on crap that you want me to post.) HA! Walk a mile in my shoes and you wouldn't have to rely on me to do YOUR activism work. AND NOW YOU CAN READ THE OTHER BLOGGERS BLOG ABOUT WHAT I DID A YEAR AGO AND TWO YEARS AGO. UM, ALL YOU LOSER BLOGGERS LIKE RON KAYE WERE NO WHERE ON THE BUDGET AND PENSION ISSUE UNTIL WAY AFTER THE FACT! I STILL GO DOWN TO CITY HALL TO WORK THESE COUNCILMEMEBRS ON THE BUDGET AND PUT PRESSURE ON THEM. (YOU WILL SEE THINGS I HAVE CALLED FOR START TO HAPPEN!) RON KAYE STAYS AT HOME AND COMPLAINS ABOUT SHIT WITHOUT EVER OFFERING SOLUTIONS OR ANSWERS. JUST LIKES TO RABBLE-ROUSE. NOW HE'S BEGGING FOR MONEY FOR A WRITER FOR HIS BLOG. THE GUY GOT A MILLION DOLLAR PAYOUT FOR BEING A BIG DO-NOTHING AT DAILY NEWS. But he needs to ask YOU for money to run his blog?
I FIGURED THIS WHOLE MESS OUT -- WHEN NO ONE ELSE DID...AND IF YOU DID...YOU DIDN'T SAY OR DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SO IT DOESN'T COUNT...AND TOOK IT UPON MYSELF TO WARN THE PEOPLE AND COUNCIL, DAY IN AND DAY OUT UNTIL THE WHOLE FUCKING CITY RECOGNIZES ME ON A DAILY BASIS...BUT YOU DUMB NUTTY ACTIVISTS ONLY CARED ABOUT DUMB SHIT IN YOUR OWN BACKYARD. I GO DOWN IN HISTORY AS BEING HISTORICALLY RIGHT IN PROPHETIC PROPORTIONS AS NO ONE EVER HAS....AND I'M SITTING HERE, WITH MY STOMACH LINING EATING AWAY AT ITSELF.
MAN, there's not an ACTIVIST in the city I don't get to look down at and say, you were a big worthless bag of HOT AIR. Now you can say, "Well, I knew about this budget crisis, too." YEAH, well it doesn't count if you don't do something about it.
SO I GUESS I WALK AWAY FROM IT ALL BROKE, STARVING AND IN PAIN...KNOWING I CALLED THIS THREE YEARS AGO, TWO YEARS AGO, A YEAR AGO and have made the most shocking list of prophetic predictions and I go down in history. AND I PUT THE REST OF YOU "CHASE YOUR TAIL AROUND" BLOW-HARDS & REPORTERS TO TOTAL SHAME.
YOU WERE SO DUMB YOU WEREN'T EVEN LETTING CITY COUNCIL ALLOW YOU TO VIDEO THE MEETINGS. YOU LET THEM WALK ALL OVER YOU. IT TOOK ME TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT FOR EVERYONE. I PUSHED, FOUGHT, TOOK RISK...PUSHED...PUSHED...PUSHED...CARRIED MORE ACTIVIST WEIGHT THAN ANYONE IN THE HISTORY OF THIS CITY.
I SHOULDN'T BE CONTEMPLATING HOW TO END THIS DAY RIGHT NOW OVER HUNGER ISSUES!
ADIOS! ADIOS! ADIOS! Go read some other blog or watch someone else at the council meeting. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I HAVE SHAPED AND INFLUENCE ACTIVISM AND MORE OVER THESE PAST THREE YEARS. YOU HAVE NO IDEA! (SOME OF YOU HAVE SOME IDEA...but you only see and hear a small part.)
I tried to keep the ball rolling...but people are too cheap for their own good. So we lost Zuma Dogg as an activist today.
DO NOT ASK ME TO DO SHIT...DO NOT TELL ME IT IS MY DESTINY...DO NOT TELL ME I HAVE TO KEEP DOING IT...
YOU FUCKING GO TO TWO MEETINGS IN A ROW, BLOG ONE POST, BREAK ONE EXCLUSIVE -- THEN STEP TO ZUMA DOGG WITH YOUR OPINION ON HOW I SHOULD KEEP KILLING MYSELF FOR FREE JUST SO YOU CAN BE AMUSED.
BOTTOM LINE: I think I have clearly proven that I am a once in a generation force that achieved what no one else can or ever will. I've been ahead of all the experts, pontificators, bigshot bloggers and mainstream media news reporter clowns...was the ONLY person alerting the masses to what matters now. And did it in a way that brought smiles and laughs to everyone.
And now, I have to die over lack of food. Adios!